Doctor Rapp-Sugar Man and Neck Surgery Monday 08-03-09

Saw Doctor Rapp this morning. He's going to send order's to my neck surgeon to have me on a drip for my sugar-so that it can be controlled better before, during and after surgery. He's very efficient. I had to ask again how could this happen to a person that has the size file that I have there at LR Diagnostic - I've been going to doctor's up there for 10-13 years looking for help with my health, how could I be this sick at 50 and in so much pain. How could it happen when I was going to what everyone says were good or the best doctors. He said he couldn't answer that question. That I have a chronic auto immune disease and it's been building and building until it finally showed it's self as diabetes and charot's disease. I'm so sick of being sick. I'm so sick of not being able to walk with out pain-a pain score is a 10 when I walk. Now I pray that the neck surgery will take care of the neck and head pain. I need some peace. I miss my life. I miss my mind an my ability to work and do what I want to do when I want to. Chronic pain is horrible.